CRUISING ALONG

computationalcalculator:

coolscar:

i can’t even talk about one question specifically they’re all great

but timE LIMIT THREE WEEKS THO

computationalcalculator:

coolscar:

i can’t even talk about one question specifically they’re all great

but timE LIMIT THREE WEEKS THO

(via vegan-queen)

Took the man to the airport today, and we sat for two hours because his flight was delayed. We basically just held hands, not a lot of talking, and he said he didn’t feel well, like his stomach was overly full and he’d felt that way for a few days. I tried to tell him that it was anxiety but he was very adamant that it was not. His pulse was exceptionally high and his breathing was clear but erratic. He thought he’d been sleeping a lot because he was sad. Your body will always betray you to someone who can read it. I’m exceptionally good at picking up his body language already, and I can do pulses and stuff really quickly.

I passed off a few tears as me needing to sneeze. We scrolled through my tumblr. He was amused by it. 

We people watched. He saw an androgynous person and asked what I thought their gender was. I said gender is an endless sliding scale that doesn’t deserve to be more important than the person in question and their needs and desires about their gender. He hazarded a guess at male. I stopped him. We sat in silence for a few minutes. 

Finally I said, “you know I’m gender fluid, right?” 

He shook his head no. “What does that mean?”

"I’m not really female or male or anything. I’m just…me. I’m Catie. That’s why I don’t compare myself to ‘other women.’ I’m not a woman." He nodded and seemed to think.

I asked, “does that bother you?” My voice was shaking because I really wanted this conversation not to happen right before he left. 

"No. I just don’t understand it."

I then lapse into silence. “Well it means I might express myself differently. I might want to cut my hair or get different piercings or cover my breasts up. I’ve done it before, but I might do it more. That’s part of why I’m so comfortable with your clothing on.” 

He frowned. “But I love the way your hair falls. Can we leave the hair and help you do something else to hide it?” I smiled.

"I would look cute with a mohawk."

"No one looks cute with a mohawk, Catie." 

"False."

So he had to board his plane shortly after this interaction. He seemed a little gruff and said, “come on babe give me a hug.” He pulled me in and almost immediately pulled me away again gently by the shoulders to kiss me. It was a very short sequence so I was surprised. He gave me money for parking and tolls. He’s like that. 

He walked one way. I walked the other. I kinda looked back, and he looked at me. I waved a little and he did too. Surprisingly I was not crying at this point, but I’m sure I looked awful. 

I got out to my car, and I had a text message from him timestamped for right before I left his sight (like within the minute) that said, “I miss you already…love you lots.”

And that’s the bull shit I got left with. 

rot4te:

Someone wanna go on a date to a corn maze, then carve pumpkins, & warm up in a coffee shop? 

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neutral-megido:

yakfrost:

IT IS OFFICIALLY  OCTOBER. BRIN G ON THE HALLOWEENIES

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They are on their way.

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poodlepunk:

this is the best omegle conversation i’ve had so far

poodlepunk:

this is the best omegle conversation i’ve had so far

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xstachx:

Two of my favorite things

xstachx:

Two of my favorite things

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tumblr mutual on their blog: i have a crush on someone

me: i bet it's me

tumblr mutual on their blog: they're six feet tall and they speak fluent portuguese and have their own private jet

me: wow. i can't believe you have a crush on me

That’s the face my cats make when they want to get away from me.

That’s the face my cats make when they want to get away from me.

yourdeadbeatgirlfriend:

i’m a good person, i deserve expensive underwear and dairy free ice cream.

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solar-citrus:

You would be surprised with how many people in your life could be going through depression at this very moment.  People hide it like a paper bag over their heads out of fear of being judged, made fun of, seen as weak, or just not taken seriously.  Depression should not be taken lightly, it holds us down from our purpose and potential in life.  Those who tell you that it doesn’t exist have never experienced depression in their life, therefore not understanding the symptoms and how it’s something that cannot be fixed in a day!  So if you think you are depressed or if you think you know someone else who is, please talk to a friend, a family member, or anyone else in your life that you trust - never overlook the possibility of seeing a doctor for more professional help!!  Your feelings are real, your feelings are shared upon millions.  Don’t hide it, talk to someone about it.  With the right help, you can rediscover your confidence and begin life anew with our undying love and support!

We are right here!!

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Anonymous said: Tips for hanging out with some good looking boys???

productofsweden:

they’re probably really boring so make sure your phones fully charged